I think I’m becoming a bit too zen. Like, I’ve been on this whole “spiritual journey”(I’m going through a phase where I like to try new things, don’t judge :p) and it’s taking me to places in my mind that I never thought I’d go. Honestly, I’ve become one of the most relaxed people you could ever meet. But I’m also really distant. And I always feel like I’m bored when I’m doing things that I normally used to enjoy i.e- hanging out with old friends and such. I don’t know—maybe I’m just getting more mature? Or I’ve outgrown my friends? Or maybe I’m just another newly sobered up teen that’s looking for ways to have fun without drinking or smoking. Whatever, I’m going to go meditate.